#dont want people thinking im dead ☠️☠️

[islabonitathoughts]

long ass essay coming into this post because *sighs* my head is pounding since last night

and im sorry if it doesn't make sense, im open to talk, i just need to put those thoughts somewhere.

ok, i got it, most people who played the game are not huge enthusiasts of the tv show and that's fine! seriously, completely fine, but i think it would be nice for those people to tone down a little bit. yes, the text for this season is bad and poorly written, we got it, but you're complaining about every single thing, at a point that sincerely: you should go to media/movie whatever school and became screenplayers and writers.

ellie knew joel had lied to her since eugene on the show, she had time to grieve inside her head without having to talk to joel, the porch scene on the games is different because the timeline is different, you're acting like 9 months is super short in period of time but 9 months is a pregnancy (!!!) it's not because they spent 2 years barley talking with each other on the game that take away the impact of the 9 months on the show.

and also: media literacy apparently is dead ☠️ i saw SO MANY POSTS on twitter about that fucking cure, 1. the first scene of the show are doctors talking about it, there's NO vaccine for a fungi infection, we can treat it with antibiotics and medicine, but there's no way to prevent it outside from antifungal, no vaccine! 2. joel believed they could've made a cure out of ellie, that's why he nod when she asked if they could have made a cure, because it's his perspective, and yet he did what he did (and would do it again)(as he should) 3. abbys dad wasn't a fucking neurosurgeon, he had no idea what he was doing, he was willing to open a 14 years old head in the name of a pseudo cure he didn't even know if it would have worked. a vaccine wouldn't be made into that barely functional hospital, and if joel killed 19 people, and that was basically the end of the fireflies WHAT were they doing? 19 people isn't even a national team rooster for the fifa world cup, the fireflies had less that a FIFA WORLD CUP ROOSTER*. and least but not least and the most important one: a vaccine wouldn't heal the world, they were into the apocalypse for over 20 years, david people were EATING other people, he was willing to abuse a 14 years old, moral conventions doesn't stand, there's no society left to save, the infected are the least of their problems, and the fireflies wouldn't have distributed the pseudo vaccine to fedra, for instance, or the wlf to the serafites, there's nothing left to save.

and i would like to add the world collapsed in 2003, they're in 2029, there's a 26 years gap that for us, in real world, medicine advanced, but for them, they're still stuck in what they knew in '03

and this wasn't even supposed to be about the cure but jesus the vaccine is more important for people than a dad saving his kid. yes, im not a big fan of season 2 because the creative decisions they choose, but you're making your problems everyone's problem and dudes!!! there's 2 types of problem in the world: yours and mine, i dont want yours to became mine, i have bigger concerns in life!!!!

that's it

i think

next week ill have to deal with the finale and the monaco gp and im already mentally sick for it

*26 players go per world cup

[legorumii]

I POSTED!!! On that grind fr 💪🏾😈⁉️

[karmawonders]

🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸

When will maintenance finish 😭

I have been sprinting around in one account trying to rush to Inazuma to be ready for Kokomi so I can pull her with those early game primos but I miscalculated/ was misinformed on when the update actually happens and now Im dead inside ☠️

🌸I forgor to do ma comissions oh nawr 🌸

Anyway do you think during maintenance the world feels super unstable for our Acolytes?

Like does the sky glitch, time stopping/going way to fast/slow, NPC’s gaining sentience, vision holders feeling themselves split apart and reform...

My adhd is off the roof rn so apologies if this is difficult to read

Uh brainrot ahead! Religious themes, and other potentially upsetting stuff here?

Like all some people can do is crouch down in on themselves and pray and hope this ends quickly. that whatever cruel gods their Divine One is fighting ends swiftly , with Their Creator the victor. Thats the only reason as to why Teyvat does this, right?

Its Teyvat itself lending us power in order to fight! they will lend their power as well, surely! This is why you arent here on Teyvat in person, you are fighting other strong gods, gods stronger than Teyvats Archons, protecting your dear Acolytes and world! How they wish they were strong enough to lend more help, instead of just fighting their own over eager world in its attempt to help The Divine One.

Or like idk maybe

Teyvat is lending its very essence to try and barely help us, thats whats happening right now! Thats why things are distorting and changing. Teyvat is trying to be your Catalyst and as much as The Acolytes want to help, they dont wanna accidentally be a nuisance or offer unwanted help/accidentally destroy the world.

During our maintenance where we just wait boredly behind a screen, the Archons are running around making sure the elements dont leave Teyvat in its attempt to “help us fight against High Gods”.

People collectively praying time returns to normal and willing the great glitchy distortion in the sky to mend itself, vision holders channelling their powers to fight glitched monsters.

Tho in reality its just us waiting for a stupid update to finish and its just the absolute apocalypse for everyone or things just slightly off? Idk!

you know everyones working their ass off to keep Teyvat from tearing itself apart in attempt to “aid us” whatever, and finally maintainence is finished.

Things return to normal suddenly almost. But its fresher, brighter. Those who are our vessels can FEEL our excitement at the update regardless of the friendship level. Like suddenly the vessels are able to walk in a new land, or a new person becomes an official Acolyte (aka we can finally pull em)

Idk this is a mess and a lot of thoughts all over the place.

Anyway can maintenance finally be over i am 🌸impaitent🌸

[egokillr]

DAMN YOU DONT KNOW EITHER LMAO LOVE THAT WE'RE JUSTB CONFUSED.

like i figured i shifted but im not sure what eactly i did bc like i def wasnt there as like me. it wa lk watching smn from acamera/tv or smn. i dont remember interacting w anyone but i know i was there BUT AS WHt. and nah i didnt send a void ask yesterday but I WAS THE ONE THAT SENT AN ASK AB "IMAGINE IF YOU SHIFT RANDOMLY WHILE DOING SMN" LMAO. it happened while i was laying down and thinking about if cinamon toasts have dairy in it. thats the last thing i rmbr at least.

last time i think i was lucid dreaming aka the firt time, it was literally a dream in a dream in a dream, all diff dreams but connected as if the same thing and one after the other as i woke up, like diff places. i woke up like twice in my dream and the last time i was like "wait im still dreaming" and not too long later woke up. i had no thoughts about trying to do anything tho. i was like "..." and only like teh next day i realised "SHIT WAS I LUCID DREAMING?"

can i be 🍯 ?

LMFAO IM DEAD U WERE THINKING ABT CINNAMON TOASTS 😭😭😭☠️☠️ that’s funny as hell and it goes to show u can literally shift in any way you want too. like u manifested that jus by thinking abt randomly shifting!! we overcomplicate this shit fo nothing 😭 i have no idea how that happened but IF U WANT u can totally shift back there just to find out wtf was actually going on lmao. but i hope you are able to do it intentionally next time now that you know it’s so easy!! i also don’t remember ever getting that ask but i think abt that all the time like i wanna be one of those people that just accidentally shifts while doing any random activity ☠️☠️

and broo those dreams are so confusing 😳 i used to have them all the time but it would be like i wake up in my room but my room was like creepy af in the dream and i would get so scared i wake up irl lmao. experiences like that are so cool though im so interested in shifting , astral projection, lucid dreaming and everything in between it’s so fun to experiment with X) and ofc you can be 🍯,, welcome!! <3